FLY AWAY TO SYD
on the journey to Sydney.
4 years in Sydney is an awefully long time.
Catch me before I fly away, cause I'm having the time of my life.
Friends come and go, but the close ones never part irregardless of the distance.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
The days and hours pass so fast when you're studying. I'm hoping Tuesday will come soon, and yet I don't want it too.
Tuesday, the day that makes the end of my mid-semester exams. The day I start streaming again! Haha. Actually, I've still been streaming here and there. Relieving some stress..
Set me free.
Let me realise my full potential.
I want to be an eagle soaring in the skies above.
-
And so, why have I been counting down?
If the first 24 hours was unintentional, the next 24 hours aare definitely on purpose. Embarking on a deliberate hide-and-seek game with Joy, we have decided that we are not supposed to see each other in person for 48 hours. Which means to say, only one person can be in the common area at a time! haha. A torture for me, an entertainment for her. Why did I suggest such retarded things? And why must she be so serious? Ha.
Guess wht? She offered to cook dinner tonight. But she'll leave dinner on the table top. I'm supposed to go out and collect it when she's back in the room. I must say, the transition was quite smooth.
-
off to sleep. my eyes are red. my nerves are causing spasms.. not sure what affects wht, but in short, its a headache. no more streaming for me. just hardcore mugging. finance, accounting, econometrics. when does it stop?
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
You asked if I knew. How I always knew the right words to say. Baby, I don't. It didn't come from me.
-
Watched Taken tonight. First movie in one and a half months. So liberating! SO much for studying. Shall continue tmrr. No more distractions. maybe..
-
Talking to you felt as though I was talking about myself. Similar comforting words. And then you wonder, does it really help?
Monday, August 25, 2008
Who said I don't have feelings? Just speaking to you for 2 mins changed spoilt my day, ruined my mood. You alone brings out the worse in me. I'm disappointed and upset.. In the midst of it all, I have to pick myself up to study for my tests. You sure are testing my faith, my endurance.. constantly pushing me to my limits.
But I must thank you. For without you, I wouldn't be who I am today. Because of you, I'm getting stronger by the day.
Happy Birthday.
one phone call has spoilt my mood.
thanks a lot, that's all i deserved for my kindness.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Sling 2008. It's been a year. Not too bad. Posh club. Three cheers for me who kept sober the whole night. Got back home safe, showered and slept on my own bed! Haha. I guess I dont get drunk at Sling, but I get drunk at every other party. If I was Gossip Girl, last night would have been a perfect oppurtunity for all the scandalous and undefined relationships. Haha.
xoxo.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Nobody loves me, nobody wants me. I die also no one know.
Haha.
I literally, and unintentionally, tried to kill myself today. Was waiting beside the stove for the oil to heat up. After 2 minutes, I realised the oil in the pan wasn't spreading! Yea, then I was like oh-no!
Yupp, so even if I faint at home also no one know. Sadd.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Apple pie for breakfast is nice, but maccas for dinner is just disgusting. And this is exactly what I had for dinner tonight. Totally disgusted. And I'm not even full from it. :( Poor me.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
The silence has been broken
An opportunity presented itself each time I closed on one, what exactly is He telling me?
I hope I've made the right decision today, and for the past few days. I'm not sure if I've incurred the wrath of anyone, but I do hope to seek understanding. Speaking up for myself hasn't been easy. I can come up with reasons on both side, but asking myself the real question, "What do I really want?", has been anything but easy. Whichever decision I make, I'll have regrets. So I hope I'm choosing the option which I will regret the least.
Seeing through everything and facing up to myself.. I've come to see myself better- What type of person I am. As long as I stay true to myself, I'll be able to look at people in the eye.
I've seen through others too. Vicious are the ones that instigate, the mastermind of it all. Cowards are the ones dare not speak up, they will always be labelled second-best. These are the ones that will gain the respect of others.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Bad things befalls on me, especially on a Tuesday!
I swear, I totally hate Tuesdays. Last week was bad enough. And it happened again this week.
:( :( :(
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Third week into school and so far, I've only missed one lesson! Its a good start. Well, I did get to watch the national day parade live- I must say, it's pretty good. But the Olympics is better. Managed to catch glimpes of it online. Well, I've survived 2.5 Weeks of school, and I must say, its been going well. Except for Sundays and Mondays, when I'm really stressed with school work. :/
Been cooking. Eating at home for amost every meal. But I don't see my culinary skills improving. Maybe its because I'm always cooking for one person, and there's literally nothing much to cook. Last week, I was so desperate with eating outside food to satisfy my stomach (with the pathetic weekly allowance I gave myself). I bought a chunk of BBQ Charcoal Pork and went home. Boiled rice for myself, and there I was, with chilli sauce and dark soy sauce, eating my charcoal pork rice.
Pathetic, I know. I should probably carry out my plan of cooking pasta for 2 days and keeping them in the fridge. Haha. Or fried rice. The problem is: I can't even boil a perfect pot of rice! Dang. And I'm craving for a bowl of fragrant rice.....
Saturday, August 09, 2008
A thousand different me, which one is real?
-
Had a hectic two days. And it was fun. But when I look back, all I can think about is Accounting. Something which I'm bound to fail, starting to H-A-T-E.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
When feelings of irresponsibility and uncertainty consume me, I struggle and fight to shake it off. Unknowingly, I've become obsessed with it. An obsession to make things right - perfect - drives me towards insanity.
Must, must, must.
-
Trish left Sydney this afternoon. Reminiscing the old days felt so good. Somehow, I prefer the 'SN me' than the 'present me'. Nonetheless, I'm a much more optimistic person now. I guess its more than a consolation.
Ha.
Off to try and sleep now. Have a 9am tutorial tmrr and I cannot be late - If not, KoitKoit will lock me out of the tute!
Lazy to upload pictures here, go facebook.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Thinking, wishing, hoping.
The problem is, I don't know what I want. Commitments, responsibilities, interest.. They don't seem to be able to co-exist at this point in time.
-
House warming party.
It was a blast.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
The days and hours pass so fast when you're studying. I'm hoping Tuesday will come soon, and yet I don't want it too.
Tuesday, the day that makes the end of my mid-semester exams. The day I start streaming again! Haha. Actually, I've still been streaming here and there. Relieving some stress..
Set me free.
Let me realise my full potential.
I want to be an eagle soaring in the skies above.
-
And so, why have I been counting down?
If the first 24 hours was unintentional, the next 24 hours aare definitely on purpose. Embarking on a deliberate hide-and-seek game with Joy, we have decided that we are not supposed to see each other in person for 48 hours. Which means to say, only one person can be in the common area at a time! haha. A torture for me, an entertainment for her. Why did I suggest such retarded things? And why must she be so serious? Ha.
Guess wht? She offered to cook dinner tonight. But she'll leave dinner on the table top. I'm supposed to go out and collect it when she's back in the room. I must say, the transition was quite smooth.
-
off to sleep. my eyes are red. my nerves are causing spasms.. not sure what affects wht, but in short, its a headache. no more streaming for me. just hardcore mugging. finance, accounting, econometrics. when does it stop?
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
You asked if I knew. How I always knew the right words to say. Baby, I don't. It didn't come from me.
-
Watched Taken tonight. First movie in one and a half months. So liberating! SO much for studying. Shall continue tmrr. No more distractions. maybe..
-
Talking to you felt as though I was talking about myself. Similar comforting words. And then you wonder, does it really help?
Monday, August 25, 2008
Who said I don't have feelings? Just speaking to you for 2 mins changed spoilt my day, ruined my mood. You alone brings out the worse in me. I'm disappointed and upset.. In the midst of it all, I have to pick myself up to study for my tests. You sure are testing my faith, my endurance.. constantly pushing me to my limits.
But I must thank you. For without you, I wouldn't be who I am today. Because of you, I'm getting stronger by the day.
Happy Birthday.
one phone call has spoilt my mood.
thanks a lot, that's all i deserved for my kindness.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Sling 2008. It's been a year. Not too bad. Posh club. Three cheers for me who kept sober the whole night. Got back home safe, showered and slept on my own bed! Haha. I guess I dont get drunk at Sling, but I get drunk at every other party. If I was Gossip Girl, last night would have been a perfect oppurtunity for all the scandalous and undefined relationships. Haha.
xoxo.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Nobody loves me, nobody wants me. I die also no one know.
Haha.
I literally, and unintentionally, tried to kill myself today. Was waiting beside the stove for the oil to heat up. After 2 minutes, I realised the oil in the pan wasn't spreading! Yea, then I was like oh-no!
Yupp, so even if I faint at home also no one know. Sadd.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Apple pie for breakfast is nice, but maccas for dinner is just disgusting. And this is exactly what I had for dinner tonight. Totally disgusted. And I'm not even full from it. :( Poor me.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
The silence has been broken
An opportunity presented itself each time I closed on one, what exactly is He telling me?
I hope I've made the right decision today, and for the past few days. I'm not sure if I've incurred the wrath of anyone, but I do hope to seek understanding. Speaking up for myself hasn't been easy. I can come up with reasons on both side, but asking myself the real question, "What do I really want?", has been anything but easy. Whichever decision I make, I'll have regrets. So I hope I'm choosing the option which I will regret the least.
Seeing through everything and facing up to myself.. I've come to see myself better- What type of person I am. As long as I stay true to myself, I'll be able to look at people in the eye.
I've seen through others too. Vicious are the ones that instigate, the mastermind of it all. Cowards are the ones dare not speak up, they will always be labelled second-best. These are the ones that will gain the respect of others.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Bad things befalls on me, especially on a Tuesday!
I swear, I totally hate Tuesdays. Last week was bad enough. And it happened again this week.
:( :( :(
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Third week into school and so far, I've only missed one lesson! Its a good start. Well, I did get to watch the national day parade live- I must say, it's pretty good. But the Olympics is better. Managed to catch glimpes of it online. Well, I've survived 2.5 Weeks of school, and I must say, its been going well. Except for Sundays and Mondays, when I'm really stressed with school work. :/
Been cooking. Eating at home for amost every meal. But I don't see my culinary skills improving. Maybe its because I'm always cooking for one person, and there's literally nothing much to cook. Last week, I was so desperate with eating outside food to satisfy my stomach (with the pathetic weekly allowance I gave myself). I bought a chunk of BBQ Charcoal Pork and went home. Boiled rice for myself, and there I was, with chilli sauce and dark soy sauce, eating my charcoal pork rice.
Pathetic, I know. I should probably carry out my plan of cooking pasta for 2 days and keeping them in the fridge. Haha. Or fried rice. The problem is: I can't even boil a perfect pot of rice! Dang. And I'm craving for a bowl of fragrant rice.....
Saturday, August 09, 2008
A thousand different me, which one is real?
-
Had a hectic two days. And it was fun. But when I look back, all I can think about is Accounting. Something which I'm bound to fail, starting to H-A-T-E.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
When feelings of irresponsibility and uncertainty consume me, I struggle and fight to shake it off. Unknowingly, I've become obsessed with it. An obsession to make things right - perfect - drives me towards insanity.
Must, must, must.
-
Trish left Sydney this afternoon. Reminiscing the old days felt so good. Somehow, I prefer the 'SN me' than the 'present me'. Nonetheless, I'm a much more optimistic person now. I guess its more than a consolation.
Ha.
Off to try and sleep now. Have a 9am tutorial tmrr and I cannot be late - If not, KoitKoit will lock me out of the tute!
Lazy to upload pictures here, go facebook.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Thinking, wishing, hoping.
The problem is, I don't know what I want. Commitments, responsibilities, interest.. They don't seem to be able to co-exist at this point in time.
-
House warming party.
It was a blast.
On the Plane' .
shu wen
university of
new south wales
commerce & economics
june
25
christian
singapore
Friends say I'm mad by taking difficult majors, but I say I'm schizo.
Impressions I give;
First Impression: Cool
Second meeting: Friendly
Third time: Funny
Thereafter: Ridiculous to a point whereby you ignore her.
That said, I still
love all my
friends.
Currently residing in Sydney, my motivation in life to
travel anywhere and everywhere. I have this thing for food too. I love restaurant-scouting. My best friend in Sydney is a cat called
Fuzzy.
He is the cutest thing alive, way better than this bear called Buddy. My household contains of a monkey named
Julius,
and a Lobster called
Lobby. As you can see, I have a thing for animals. My secret fantasy is to shave my head.
Oh, and Badminton is a thing of the past. I'm taking up Golf soon.
Desires!
- Buy myself a degree, with distinction average
- Buy myself a driving licence
- Increase the members of my household
- Skydive
- Polaroid Camera
- Wardrobe revamp
- Furnitures for the apartment
- Soundproof my room so that I can blast my music 24/7
